Books

Thank God for books. I am so thankful for those small print books. The ones in which I can escape my life. I know I can get so sick of the bills and the problems and the stress of life and all that goes with it. I haven't always been an avid reader but lately I have gotten more and more into them. It is so nice to be able to lay in the bed and be somebody else. Its great to escape and start in the middle of a someone else's life. One that has no responsibilities attached to it. I've never received a phone call from not one of the bill collector's of my characters in any book I have read. That is so nice. Nor do I ever have to do anything physical in any of the books I have read.( I know, I know, I am lazy huh) The best part about reading is that in the books I read(spy, lawyer type, fiction books), the good guy always wins. He might die, but its to save the world, or to save some family from some heartache. Wouldn't it be nice if in the life we led, good would always win over evil. The little guy would always triumph over the big man on campus. Don't get me wrong, We have our moments in this life too. Its not always bad but it seems to always be a battle between good and bad with good not always prevailing in every situation. I know that in the big picture, we as Christians will win in the end, which is very reassuring, but in the mean time, I guess I'll have to settle for good as it happens, and read more books!!!

Bottle Full

Tonight, as I sat there feeding my son, I started to wonder what thoughts go through God's head. I mean, my son was really wanting to be fed. He only depends on me for food and I knew what it was he was wanting. As I held him in my arms, he saw me make the bottle and he absolutely went crazy for it. Once we sat down in the glider, he was so happy that I was about to give him that bottle. And then it happened like it mostly does, he finished his bottle and was so full, he was able to rest. I began to wonder if God sees it the same way with us. We might really be struggling and going through all sorts of storms and God knows what we need. Like my son, we might not even know what we need at that time. He is waiting there, bottle in hand, to fill us with His love and give us the only thing that can quench our thirst. I hope God feels as rewarded as I do when my son is full, sound asleep on my chest. What a feeling that is! And then the thought hit me that it is only then that I am at total peace with the world and all the chaos that is in this world seems to slowly fade away. If you are like me, sometimes this life can seem so unfair and so crazy. It is so easy to get caught up in the commotion. Thank God we have those moments of rest. Those moments of being fully filled with His love.

Tiger Boy!!!!

Here is our little one. He is such a mess but look at those cheeks. Aren't they adorable!!!

Election day.......A different kinda change

Well, today is Election Day. I know there are already a million views on this but mine is different. For most of you, this is just another day to choose between the lesser of two evils. I have to admit that I am not totally happy with either one of the to candidates winning. I do believe more along the lines of McCain on the major issues even though I don't believe he has it totally right either. Today, I am proud to say, was my first time to ever vote. I know most of you have been voting for along time and might even criticize me for voting just for the first time in this election. As the famous voice says, "And now, the rest of the story." You see, I am voting for the first time this election because this is the first election I am allowed to vote in. Not because of my age, I am 25,(26 on the 11th for my sisters if you forgot) but because of some of my past actions that made it illegal for me to vote. More on that another day. Many people take voting for granted. I actually feel like I have done something worth wild. I mean, I am not so naive that I think my one little vote can make that much difference but it makes me proud to be an American. Lots of people died and many families hurt in order that I have that right to vote like I did today. I am proud of the fact that I have made it through some tough times in my life and it just feels good to be able to do something that everyone else gets to do.. It makes me feel like I have some say so in out government and what goes on in our country. Ok, so I know I don't have a say so in what really going on in our country but at least now when I complain about what is going on, I ll actually have a right to do that!!!!

New to this........

Well, here I am, doing something I said I would never do. Its not that I didnt think it would be nice to blog, I just really didnt think I had anything to offer to the world in terms of exciting things. My life is just very, I dont know, boring comes to mind. I have always enjoyed the world of blogging. My sisters are daily bloggers, most of the time. I know I cant compare to them, but maybe you can get to know me better this way. I am not the type of person that is easily read or easily figured out. I feel complex but probably, in truth, am not. I have done many things, most of which I am not real proud of. I have also been many places that most people have not, not that you would actually envy me in most cases. But the neat thing about it all is this. Today, I am actually right where I believe God wants me. Maybe not in terms of my spiritual life because, atleast in my case, there is always room for growth there. I guess the reason I am starting this blog is to share with my family and friends how their prayers and mine have been answered and to give some insight into, well me, I guess. Maybe some of this can help someone, maybe it won't, but one thing is for sure. God has allowed me to go through the storms that have been in my life and not only go through them, but prosper through them. As with alot of people, I should not even have the chance to be forgiven but I am. Hence the name of my blog, God has cast my sins as far as the east is to the west, and in my case, thats alot of casting. Til next time.